If I close my eyes I can put myself back in 2005...
Thankfully, I can't rewind the clock. Thankfully, my heart was broken with break ups (don't feel bad for me, I deserved it). Thankfully, I met a redhead who gave me the greatest gift a man could receive. Thankfully, 2008 that gift was born.
Thankfully, I suffered every second, every minute, every day... For ten years.
The depression. The suicidal ideations. The highs.
Every happy memory. Every sad one. Every paranoid moment. Everything.
The debt. The worries. The fears. The... Everything.
I'm here. I know what I want. The ideas on how to get there.
Im happy. God damn... It feels good to say...
Irrevocably... I'm there.
Thank you... Everyone. From my parents to Heather to Leah to MKH and Schmauch...
I can't wait to help as a psychologist in whatever capacity I decide.
The rest is up to me... But I will not forget to take my meds, ask for help, keep my promises, and most of all...
Remember.
