Mistake the Future

(Chorus 1)
Can you see the reality?
It's my eternity
It's taking over me
I can't deny, take flight,
Suspend my disbelief
It's taking over me
It's taking over me
And then the past repeats.

(Verse 1)
I'm letting go,
I'm taking hold,
Being bold
This narrative is being told
It's hot and cold
It's getting old
And she's the clever,
The first endeavor
The lasting pleasure
That I sever
Freed from the tether
And whatever

She is and can be
I can see
It's in my dreams
It's bursting from the seams
It teems then flees
Because beliefs and needs
They never heed
What I really need
And what I need
Is freedom from the hell
Surrounding me

(Chorus 2)
Can you see the reality?
It's my eternity
It's taking over me
I can't deny, take flight,
Suspend my disbelief
It's taking over me
It's taking over me
And then the past repeats.

(Verse 2)
I've been here before
1,000 times
Or maybe more
I've shown myself to every door
Until Im bruised and sore
This is my fate
But must it be?
The pain in store
Is my fate in my hands
I'm torn
I'm lost, forlorn

Intrepidly I seek
I lose, I creep
I go too deep
Darkness seethes
Encompassing
Then shadows me
Eclipses me
My soul is weak
Suspend my disbelief
I'm tired of the past
When it repeats
And it repeats
It will not cease

(Chorus 3)
The way it happened happens to be
It's my eternity
And God just like before,
It's taking over me
Why do I make mistakes
And feign my disbelief?
It's taking over me
It's taking over me
And then the past repeats.

(Verse 3)
Without a clue
Im losing truth
Then the pain ensues
My heart takes hits, and then it splits,
But hey I'm making do
My memories?
My past with you?
Take them, the old's old news
Because unused
Will grant the peace
We never saw or knew

(Chorus 4)
Will I ever change what I've seen
Change my eternity?
I don't, I can't, I won't
Its taking over me
I must placate,
Replace my disbeliefs
You won't take over me
Without a future
Without me
The past can't repeat
I'm taking over me
I'm taking over me
I end the dream