Who I used to be

I used to be a guy who had to appear to be... righteous.  I always had to come across as nice, easy going, but genuine.  I had to be honest at the cost of everything else.  I had to be the guy no one could say anything bad about.

Well today...

I don't know who I am.  Am I that guy?  Or am I the guy I was with Sara?  Am I simply defined as a father with bipolar disorder?  Or does it run deeper than that?

I don't know where my definition lies.

I guess... I'll find the answer later in life.

As for my love...

She's shown me who she is.  I just have to make my own steps from this point to define who I really am.  No matter what she says, I know who I really am.

I'm the nice guy.

I always will be.